i wanna be that person..
that always smile, warm and friendly

really.. that kind of type person is amazing

even if she's falling, and breaking down...
still, she want to show a beautiful fake smile
fakeness that can save her, even temporarily


but i hate fakeness and courteusness

and it's kinda boring..
seeing a human being always smile

it's tiring...
always pretending we're happy

but Rasul, he's the most-often to-smile person in this world


i was confusing


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times goes by
i learnt something


being that kind of person
consistent, without artificial acts
can only come from the kindhearted
can comes with a pure goal
it's for the One

the One who holds our heart
the One in charges of all possibility

one step closer

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and practice makes perfect yeaaah!